The songs from a person called human.

p/s: No matter how gifted you are, not everyone is gonna like you.
Father
Tuesday, February 26, 2013

His lonely back seemed so unfamiliar
I just watched him as he walked along
And tears just formed so I just cried
Because I hated myself for not knowing all this time
Because he always pretended to be calm and smiled
Because he always pretended to be strong in front of me
I didn’t even think of it, I thought I would never see it
So I didn’t know about his lonely back
I didn’t know back then, I was too young
You must have been lonelier than anyone else but I didn’t approach you
Now I finally know, I hope it’s not too late
These are the words I wanted to say so much, I love you forever
My father
After watching him for a long time
I ran to him and just hugged him
I wanted to just cry, I wanted to cry in his arms
Because my gratitude toward you was so sad
I didn’t know back then, I was too young
You must have been lonelier than anyone else but I didn’t approach you
Now I finally know, I hope it’s not too late
These are the words I wanted to say so much, I love you forever
My father
You pretend to feel better after letting out a deep sigh
I can see your invisible tears
You don’t cry over your scarred heart with the painful wounds
I made those scars but why do I keep blaming you?
And your eyes showed you were tired
But you hid it, such a liar
Now I will embrace you, you can lean on me
And your eyes showed you were tired
But you hid it such a liar
You are forever a high sky to me
Your beaten hands, your wrinkled eyes
Your lonely back – I’m not used to any of those
Maybe that’s why I was like that, that’s why I hurt you
Even your turned back seems like baggage that I left behind
I haven’t done anything for you, I haven’t given anything to you but
These are the words I wanted to say so much, I love you forever
My father

 쓸쓸해진 뒷모습이 낯설어
걸어가는 내내 바라보다가
그냥 눈물이 나서
그냥 울기만 했어
지금껏 모르고 산 내가 미워서 

앞에선 태연한 척 웃기만 해서
항상 내 앞에선 강한 척 해서
 생각조차 못했어
아닌 줄만 알았어
쓸쓸한 뒷모습을 몰랐던 거야 

그때는 몰랐죠 너무나 어렸죠
누구보다 외로울 텐데
다가가지 못했죠

이제야 알았죠 조금 늦은 건 아니죠너무나 하고 싶은 말
영원히 사랑합니다
내 아버지 

한참을 그렇게 난 바라보다가
달려가서 그냥 안아버렸어
마냥 울고 싶어서
그 품에 울고 싶어서
당신의 고마움이 너무 서러워서 

그때는 몰랐죠 너무나 어렸죠
누구보다 외로울 텐데
다가가지 못했죠
이제야 알았죠 조금 늦은 건 아니죠
너무나 하고 싶은 말
영원히 사랑합니다
내 아버지 

한숨 한 번 푹 쉬면 다 나아진 듯 센 척
내겐 보여요 그대의 흐르지 않는 눈물
상처 가득한 가슴
울지 않곤 아팠을 흉터
다 내가 만든 건데 자꾸 해요 왜 그대 탓을
And your eyes showed you were tired
But you hid it, such a liar
이제 내가 안아 줄게요 내게 기대도 돼요
And your eyes showed you were tired
But you hid it such a liar
그대는 영원한 나의 높은 하늘이에요 

 거칠어진 손에 주름진 눈가에
쓸쓸해진 뒷모습마저 난 익숙하지 않아서
 내가 그랬나 봐 아프게 했나 봐
뒤돌아선 뒷모습마저
내가 남긴 짐만 같아서
해준 게 없지만 난
드린 게 하나 없지만
너무나 하고 싶은 말
영원히 사랑합니다
내 아버지

Credits: BTOB Father

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