The songs from a person called human.

p/s: No matter how gifted you are, not everyone is gonna like you.
Is This Heaven?
Thursday, June 6, 2013

Surrounded by hills, I only see the trees and mountains.

“We are near the place. You will amaze with the beauty.” My friend shouts, the organizer.
Aren’t we at the peak of the mountain? At one of its high cliff!

We keep walking till we find a place crowded with human. Suddenly a lot of people gather here.
“This is one of the best places for our reunion. Guys, this is our site, I hired it so we can have a small party here.” She add when we stop at a big hut. Beside ours, there is another hut filled with some men. I can’t see their faces as I am busy arranging my things.

After a while, everyone starts changing into casual clothes. Why they do that? We are at mountains!

“You walks straight and don’t turn.” One of my friends pokes me.

I walk and see a beach! Like a valley filled with crystal-blue water.

My eyes open wide. Is this heaven?

Suddenly I shout “it’s a beach! Let’s go to the beach!” and get into the water, half of my legs.
I notice one of my friends smiled at me. A wide smile.

I turn left and saw Nam Woohyun! He is smiling!




I fall back into the water, shocked. Suddenly Lee Sungyeol grabs my hands and helps me to stand back.

Is this heaven?

“Have fun, Syuhada. This is our reunion by the way.” My friends shouted at me.

Kim Sunggyu is in the hut, wearing sunglasses and lying on the chair, resting. When I stare at him, he smile and raise his hand, waving.



Is this heaven?

Hoya pull me into water and the waves come to celebrate both of us.

Is this heaven?

He start singing Last Summer while the waves hug me.

Haessari naerineun sa-i mada
Hyin gureum heureuneun sa-i mada
Barami seuchineun sa-i mada ni-ga bityeo
Shi-ganeul ta-goseo nae-i-redo
Jinha-ge beonjyeowah mae-i-redo
Keuri-um kadeukhi nae-ge tto
Seumyeowah neon aryeonhi neon sujub-ge neon nal ta-gowah
Heundeu-reo nal janjanhi neon yeojeonhi neon giyeo-geuro iyeojyeo
Nan tto nan neul nan geuri-ume sara
Nan imi nan imi nan chu-eo-ge jamkyeoisseo
Bal-gili meomuneun jari mada
Songili seuchineun jari mada
Shiseoneul olmgineun jari mada ni-ga boyeo
Haruye cha-geun teum sa-iedo
Chomchomhi chaolla waeh irido
Seolle-im kadeukhi nae-ge tto
Seumyeowah neon aryeonhi neon sujub-ge neon nal ta-gowah
Heundeu-reo nal janjanhi neon yeojeonhi neon giyeo-geuro iyeojyeo
Nan tto nan neul nan geuri-ume sara
Nan imi nan imi nan chu-eo-ge jamkyeoisseo
Na neoreuraraseo neol manna-ge dwehseo eolmana kamsahanji
Nae-ga imankeum jara neul jikyeobol-ke
Seumyeowah neon aryeonhi neon sujub-ge neon nal ta-gowah
Heundeu-reo nal janjanhi neon yeojeonhi neon giyeo-geuro iyeojyeo
Nan tto nan neul nan geuri-ume sara
Nan imi nan imi nan chu-eo-ge jamkyeoisseo

(In between the cracks of sunlight
In between the flowing white clouds
In between the blowing wind, you shine
Riding down the time, even tomorrow
Thickly spreading, every single day
Filled with longing, again to me
You come into me, faintly, shyly, you come upon me
You softly shake me, as usual, connected through the memories
Again and always, I’m living in longing
Already, already, I’m locked up in the memories
On each place my feet rest
On each place my hands touch
On each place I place my eyes, I see you
In between each small crack of a day
You slowly rise up for reasons I don’t know
Filled with fluttering excitement, again to me
You come into me, faintly, shyly, you come upon me
You softly shake me, as usual, connected through the memories
Again and always, I’m living in longing
Already, already, I’m locked up in the memories
I’m so grateful that I know you that I got to meet you
I’ll grow this much, to always protect you
You come into me, faintly, shyly, you come upon me
You softly shake me, as usual, connected through the memories
Again and always, I’m living in longing
Already, already, I’m locked up in the memories)

Sungyeol and Hoya keeps me company while playing in the water.



Is this heaven?

They continuously sing their parts until the end. Sunggyu and Dongwoo suddenly held cards written “SO GOOD”. Weird but they are smiling happily. L busy taking pictures of us and other people.

Someone shoves his hands to me so I can get out from the water.

“Lee Sungjong.”



He smiles but then it disappears. He looks uneasy.

“Why?” I ask.
“I want to play with you in the water just now but Sungyeol hyung don’t give me the chance. I envy them.” He smiles a little but still, I can see he is sad.

L comes with his innocent smile.


“Let’s get into the car and have some breath-taking view of this valley. Dongwoo hyung, drive!” he push both of us to the car. Seems he can smell the maknae’s sadness. The same car they used in She’s Back 
Japanese MV.

Is this heaven?

“Let’s go!” Woohyun jumps and shouts.
Sunggyu stands and bends his body before cheerfully joins Dongwoo to the car.




Is this heaven?


“Inside or outside?” Sungjong ask.
“Outside with you.” I reply, looking into his deep eyes.

“Can I join both of you?” L interrupts.

I nod to Sungjong, who later place me between them, at the open-back car.

Is this heaven?

“Where is your camera?” I ask to L.
“With me.” Sungyeol suddenly get out from the window and snap our picture.


L laughs widely when he realizes my mouth opened from shocked.

“Hey, looked at there. Do you see what I see?” Sungjong asks me, pointing to the skyline.

“What?” I stare intensely to see what he means.

“Sunset.” He kisses my head, slowly. Then L too, do the same thing.

Is this heaven?

“Childs, we need to fill the gas. Ok?” Sunggyu shouts from the front window.
We stop at a petrol station.

“Can I sit with you at the back? Inside is boring.” Woohyun implores at me.
“Yes, why not.” I reply without realizing burning eyes behind me.

Sungjong get down from the car to the opposite of the station which is a view of mountains in sunset. Like a picture.

Is this heaven?













I follow him and ask him why he is so mad.

“I don’t like it when you just agree with his demand.” He reply without looking at me.

“But he is your hyung. Furthermore, he just wants to sit at the back. Maybe inside is too crowded.” I explain.

“But I love you. Is that not enough?” he looks into my eyes deeply.

I startled and at a loss of words. L busy snapping pictures of the sunset eventhough I know he is shipping on us.

“I love you.” While the sunset, giving it best moment, he said it while kissing my forehead.
"Thank you."

Is this heaven?

“Syuhada, wake up. Wake up.” My mom shuts my alarm.


This is heaven.





This fanfic is my special gift to my friends before I go into college back. I hope you all can enjoy it eventhough it is short and funny, out of mind, I think.This is from my dream. Please don't mind the grammar error. Pictures are just for illustration. Thank you.










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